December 2010
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Tossing & turning.
Couldn’t sleep all night so I thought about what I would like to modify in myself. I’ve decided to give myself a new look for the new year. Something different, but not far from home. I feel more confident and actually, beautiful, on a day to day basis and I think it’s time I play that up more.
I am going to just re-do my wardrobe and somewhat start from scratch because...
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I can't sleep.
I’m still really bothered by what happened at work today and I’m disturbed that it has actually made me physically ill. Emotional stress is wearing me down and I just don’t like it.
Joshua is at work, but he has been texting me since I got off to make sure I’m alright. I hate complaining about stuff to him because he works two jobs and has to deal with two sets of bs, but...
Thursday, December 30th, 2010
Work was really bad today. One of my managers is just really unfair towards me all the time. I worked half a shift today and she wouldn’t even let me take a break. At all. I ran clothes for an hour straight, by myself, sick and I could barely breathe but I didn’t complain. I have a fever, but was cold all day. I had to ring up customers for three hours straight & do returns at both...
“I do not need to love you, to prove that I love myself.”
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Day 22: How have you changed in the past 2 years
In the past 2 years I have become even more independent. I rely on myself more than ever and I work hard to try to do & figure out everything alone. I’m not adverse to asking for help when absolutely needed, but I think right now I’m at a time in my life where I need to learn how to problem solve.
I’m able to prioritize a lot better now, as well. Everything that held...
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Day 21: One of your favorite shows
One of my favorite shows was “Real World/ Road Rules: (Insert challenge name)”. I really enjoyed watching this program because I like seeing regular people in situations where common sense, athleticism, and problem solving is key.
The majority of the challenges they had to do weren’t too hard and mostly relied on patience and quick thinking, than actual skill. That’s what...
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almost forgot
I’m taking some rolls of film to get developed today :D. I’m very excited to see how the shots came out, especially the ones I took in the North Beach and the random ones on the way to work & school. I took a photo from the top of my friends roof and I’m eager to see how it turned out. There’s also one of Joshua that I want to have already. Sheesh!
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30 Day Challenge
I stopped very unexpectedly on Day 20, mainly due to being a lot more busy than I thought I would be. To be honest though, some of the questions were repetitive and I didn’t have real answers for them. Give 5 celebrity men you find attractive & why, High and lows of the year, Highs and lows of the past month, Your favorite movie & why. I’m not too fond of questions like that,...
My boyfriend is amazing, helpful and cute.
That is all.
“Don’t let some hell bent heart, leave you bitter.”
In more important news...
Bought a pair of 6-inch platform heels today, so I pretty much have no choice, BUT to go out on New Year’s Eve :) I’m 5’6” with big hair in these bitches. It’s about to be a good night! :) :) :)
lobalita asked: people who hate beyonce have no morals or direction in life
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Beyonce in the "Check Up On It" video.
All that pink.
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Beyonce in the "Soldier" video.
That is all.
The rain is useless without you.
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Day 20: How important you think education is
I think people should self-educate as much as possible. There are so many things in the world that you would never know because only very little is seen as “worth knowing”. Living in a diverse city I encounter so many people who are just culturally ignorant and know nothing that isn’t directly involved in their lives. No politics, no world events, historical figures—music,...
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I would love to here from you all
Ask/Tell Me Something
All questions, comments, concerns— welcome. Whenever I get things in my ask box I typically send my response back to the asker’s box, in an effort to not be complete obnoxious. But if it’s something interesting I will respond on my tumblr.
suggest me some music
books to read
good restaurants in the city (san francisco)
visually stunning tumblr’s
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in-this-endeavor:
Don’t use me. I am not a woman to be used or played around with. You will not dust me off when you feel it’s been a while since you last did so. I gave you my heart. You gave me your body. Fair exchange? I beg to differ. I am a woman who just wants the honest truth told to her. A woman who just wants to be loved. Looking for a sideline hoe? Go the other way baby…
I’d...
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I just had a conversation with someone and realized that they didn’t really understand what I was telling them. She obviously didn’t read over my email well because for some reason she thinks I go to the school I’m suggesting she check out, despite the fact that I have been and I’m graduating from *another school that I’ve been attending since we finished high school...
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There's a fire starting in my heart, reaching a...
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“It is absurd to divide people into good and bad. People are either charming or...”
– Oscar Wilde
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Day 19: Your beliefs
I believe in genuineness. You shouldn’t be anything other than what you want to be. I believe in kindness that comes naturally, consideration that is second nature, and having an aura so pleasant that it can be felt the moment you meet someone.
I believe in karma and souls and other worlds. Angels hold the trains doors open for you when you’re running to catch it. Devils spread rumors...
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Day 18: Your highs and lows of this past year
HIGHS
getting good marks in school
studying hard for finals
being more social, active, adventurous
meeting Joshua (lol)
my mommy’s birthday party
Thanksgiving
I feel stronger mentally & emotionally
HEALTHIER THAN EVER
summer was really great
made more friends— great, interesting, beautiful people
LOWS
my patience
my temper
getting easily frustrated/ letting people...
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Day 17: Disrespecting your parents
I love talking to my Mom. I may not always agree with her opinions and she may not understand my logic for the things I do, but us not always seeing eye-to-eye has never made me devalue what she has to say. My mother is a very strong person. Incredibly strong. I hear people talk about their mothers and the things they have done in their lives and I can’t help but see no comparison to mines....
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glam0ph0nic asked: let me put these NUUTS on yo face
glam0ph0nic asked: let me put these NUUTS on yo face
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Day 16: Your views on mainstream music
I don’t have a problem with anyone making music for the love of their art. Some people are just incredible gifted and musically inclined that it is effortless for them to produce timeless classics. That is my favorite. I love songs that have stood the test of time and have aged like wine over the years. Billie, Louie, Ella, Nina… I love them. Their voices evoke emotions within me that...